dansmesbras asked: We need to practice your Italian!!!
It’s a bit late for this trip but we can get started when I come back in preparation for my next trip to Italy.
Thank you <3
dansmesbras asked: We need to practice your Italian!!!
It’s a bit late for this trip but we can get started when I come back in preparation for my next trip to Italy.
Thank you <3
dansmesbras asked: poor waq. anons are getting offensive towards your actually normal head. please stop being rude about waq's head. meeeh. i cannot sleep, i have lots to do for tomorrow and really no willpower to get down to work. and why am i writing this to you?... all-nighters make me go nuts.
Thank you, Fran! I thought my head was too but anon showed me how wrong I was. I’ll have a closer look in the mirror tomorrow. Stupid anons :)
I’m still up and I’m watching Warrior. You should do the same. It’s AMAZING! You should totally check it out.
dansmesbras asked: How does it feel to be home again?!
Fran… home is weird. I love my family. They’re amazing. I love my nieces and nephews and my siblings and my parents. They’re great and it’s so nice to spend time with them. The problem is that I really don’t belong here any more. This place has nothing for me. The town I live in, Bradford, is dying and when I’m here I feel like I start to stagnate. This place and I really don’t get along very well. If it wasn’t for my family being here I wouldn’t be here.
The thing is that I have to be here for now. I have to stay here for a few months because it makes the most sense from a fiscal perspective. I’m going to maximise using that time in a few really big ways that I’ll share with tumblr over the next few months. Pray for me that it works out.
dansmesbras asked: I thought I'd just pop in and say hi before going back to studying. So yeah, hi there! How's everything going, amazing man? :) I'm sorry I haven't written for a while.
Hi to you too, Fran. I’m not that amazing but thanks for thinking of me and saying hi!
Don’t worry about not writing. As long as you pop in to say hi once in a while it’s all good! I hope Italy is treating you well. I’ll be in your beautiful country in just over a month and I can’t wait.
dansmesbras asked: I'm almost crying for joy, I am so so so happy and proud of you! :)
Thank you so much for your wonderful message, Fran. I swear, I really feel like I’ve turned a corner these last few days. The future is starting to make so much more sense that it has in weeks and months.
In sha Allah, all that will happen will be for the best. I’m sure I’ll keep writing about it so you can stay on top of it all :)
dansmesbras asked: I was on the elliptical today, and was thinking about your current position. I remembered you used to run, so that's my idea: life is like a run. When you're running, you try to push yourself, to keep going, even if your legs hurt or if you're short of breath; you keep going. Don't you see life this way as well? You may be out of breath now, but if you keep going, you'll be able to run as fast as before, if not faster :)
Haha… Thank you for thinking about me, Fran. I really like the way you connected my current situation with my passion for running and came up with a pretty cool analogy.
You know, when I first started running that’s EXACTLY what I did. I used to push myself everyday. I used to run further and further. When running long distances got easy for me I used to try to run faster than before and then up steeper hills. I made it so I did better each day than the day before.
That’s exactly what I need to do with my life now. I need to take control of it again and make sure I push through everything. I need to break past the point I’m at and then strive forwards to reach my goals. I might be tired right now and close to giving up but I’m going to get through this.
Thank you so much for your amazing message :)
dansmesbras asked: Hi! I went through the whole blog and it's amazing. I wish I could visit Riyadh, I have a friend who lives there. Instead I live in Italy, so if you want to talk a bit in Italian, I'll be glad to help you. Hope you'll enjoy these last months in Saudi. :)
You have no idea how great it makes me feel when someone takes time out of their lives to go through pages and pages of my blog. I appreciate your words so much.
Riyadh has its good parts and bad parts. Italy isn’t all that bad from what I remember… in fact, I wanted to settle there for the longest time. Do you want to swap? You can come to Saudi and I can go to Italy! It’s one of my favourite countries in the world.
Sadly, my Italian doesn’t extend too far. I can’t manage more than a few words strung together badly. You should totally give me lessons!