January 26, 2012

pbrsmash asked: I adore your vlogs! you are looking great. I'm feeling as jealous as you as the semester starting and people going back to uni. I really hope you go back!! how do your parents feel? I know u are 30(right?) but I'm sure the. have feelings of it. take care talk to u soon

Thank you for the compliment. I’m undeserving of it. My video posts are unstructured and aimless and I just ramble.

Yeah, I’m jealous of people going to university too. Who knows what will happen about me going back. There’s no plan at the moment so I don’t talk about it to too much.

I’m 29! Shh… I’m not 30 yet!

January 25, 2012

A new video blog where I talk about a little bit of this and a little bit of that.

January 23, 2012
I write one of these post every few months…

So many people on my Tumblr dashboard are back at college this week and it’s making me damn jealous. I really, really miss school. My own students start back on Saturday and I’d much rather be in their place with school starting for me on Saturday.

I wrote a post like this a few months ago and was waxing lyrical about my time as an undergraduate student. The thing is, I didn’t appreciate school at all at the time. I was never as enthusiastic about education then as I am now. I wasn’t a bad student but I wasn’t anywhere near as good a student as I could have been - except in my Government and Politics of the United States from 1945 - 2004. That class was amazing. The lecturer saw something in me and really pushed me to learn and contribute. I coasted in the rest of my classes.

Anyway… This time next year I’ll have a really good idea with what’s going to be happening with my life. Who knows… there might be a chance I’m not so jealous of people going back to school.

What classes are you taking this semester?

January 21, 2012
This song is even better… It sounds as good as Ryan Gosling looks!

Love it!

A Real Hero - College

November 19, 2011
I love, love, love academia

I’m helping a friend with a university essay (read that as writing it :P) and I’m actually really loving it. It’s a topic I’ve never studied before but it’s in the humanities and has lots of overlap with politics so it’s not alien territory but it’s all coming to me so easily.

I’ve spent chunks of the day going through the required readings today and making notes. I’m actually procrastinating from doing more reading by writing this post… some things never change.

Anyway, I read this one article and I was making connections left, right, and centre. I was talking to the guys about it at work and they were wondering why on earth I was researching this topic about guys who lived 200 years ago. I had this giddy grin on my face when I realised this one perspective about this guy and his opinions and how they evolved over a 15 year period.

I’m totally rambling. The bitch of it is that I have about 300 pages to read and I’ve only read about 40… the cool thing is that I’m going to be more prepared to write this paper when I start than I ever have been before. I’m thinking about it in ways I never thought about any of the papers I had to write before because this is purely for pleasure.

I’ve still got it.

That’s only a good thing.

If you would like me to write a paper for you… Haha…

November 14, 2011
A clarification

It’s not Saudi, it’s me.

Standard break-up line, right? The old cliche goes that when a person says ‘it’s not you but me’ they’re actually screaming in the loudest voice possible that “It’s youyouyouyouyouyou”.

The fact of the matter is that it really isn’t Saudi. It really is me. I’m not leaving because I hate this place, it’s actually been really good to me in a lot of ways. I’m leaving because of my own issues. I’ve leaving because of the problems I have with myself, not with this place.

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September 12, 2011
Replies…

treenasworld said: Your description of uni is completely what I’m experiencing. I love it. What did you do your masters in?

I did my masters in European Politics at the London School of Economics. It was a lot more serious than my undergraduate experience but it was really rewarding in a lot of ways. I met some amazing people and learnt so much - stuff I hope to put in to practice after I finish in Saudi. I’m really glad you’re having a great time at university.

bermudianabroad said: Stolen

Dude, feel free to steal any of my photographs whenever you want.

aaylaveau replied to your post: I’m starting a secret blog again…
It’s not secret if you advertise it bumbum!!!

It is a secret if you don’t know the url… Just because you know it exists doesn’t tell you very much at all.

ficklemind replied to your post: I just got home from work
Random question, where do you teach?

I don’t really like disclosing where I work on this site. It’s one of the few things that I’ve kept off here and I’d like to keep it off here. If you’re very curious send me an ask message and I’ll reply to you privately. You can figure out the country and city pretty easily but I don’t like saying more than that.

September 9, 2011
College

So many people on my Tumblr are going back to university or college and it makes me miss it like crazy.

I miss the pace of life as a student. I miss how simple life was. I’m not saying it was easy, although it was at times, but it was certainly simple. I didn’t have many, if any, worries at all. I just had to get through one class at a time and I made a lot of time for my friends and cool people in my life.

Undergrad was weird for me. The first couple of years were really slow (but not bad, I made some AMAZING friends who I love to this day) but the last two years were really great fun. I met hundreds of people, did some really memorable things, and enjoyed myself a whole lot.

When I think of university I think of it as a combination of all of those things. I mix the academic and the social in my mind. I feel like it has to be appreciated as a whole. Undergrad was great.

Postgrad wasn’t so bad either. I certainly focused more on the academic than the social but there were more than a few highlights on the social side during my masters.

I miss learning in a formal environment. I miss meeting new people. I miss being challenged by everyone around me. I miss randomly entering intellectual conversations and making some brilliantly well-informed comment. I miss being in the loop of everything that is happening in the world (as a politics student I really had to be on top of it all!).

I feel like my brain has turned to mush in so many ways but there are still people in my life who challenge me in so many ways and they’re the ones who keep me sane in more ways than they realise.

There’s so much to miss.

March 22, 2011
I’ve been thinking about how much people change…

Psychological studies show that personality tests have very high validity and reliability. That means that when tests are administered they are very often correct in judging a person’s personality and… if repeated, they get the same results over and over again. The personalities we have are very stable. After a certain age we don’t change much. But, that’s not always true…

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January 3, 2011
Reviving dented dreams.: College scares the shit out of me...

eleventrainsofthought:

considering that all my forebodings have all reached the same conclusion and what it saw for my future is absolutely this:

NOTHING.

I don’t know where i want to go and even if i do know, there’s no chance in hell they’d accept me. Oh the detriments of fate, how it toys with you. You hear God…

Going away to university, or thinking about it, is a scary proposition. I’m sure you’ll do brilliantly regardless of what path you take. I have to say, though, I learned more about myself in my years of university education than I did in all the years before that.

You’ll make the right decision for you. Good luck!