I have this philosophy where…
if I don’t have something nice to say about a person I try my best to say nothing at all. I can’t always hold myself to that standard and I sometimes falter but I try my very best.
I pride myself on not gossiping in most instances, especially when the gossip is malicious, and I will actually go as far as to remove myself from a conversation that is unpleasant in that sense. When I do say things about a person it is never something I wouldn’t say to their face.
Anyway, this post isn’t about that. This post is about someone but it’s about them in the best possible way. I’m hesitant writing it because I know this person reads my blog sporadically and it’s not really something they might want out in the world but I really feel like getting these thoughts down in this moment.
For the last hour and a half my house mate has been talking to me. We’ve been talking about the events of the last 18 hours and what they all mean. The things we talked about isn’t the point of this post but more about how we talked.
The amazing thing about him, I lovingly call him Panda, is that he is phenomenally patient and wise. He is incredibly sensible and, even when he doesn’t fully agree with a situation, he is able to empathise and formulate lines of thinking that are logical and sensible. He listens for hours on end without any complaint and is always attentive and responsive. He doesn’t check out of a conversation.
Since the 2nd of September, when he got back, he’s become my rock. He’s become the one person who I tell everything to as it is happening in my life and go to for advice in the first instance. I’ve opened up to him so much that it sometimes scares me. I’ve always been weary of talking to people about personal issues in Saudi Arabia because I’ve never known who I can trust or not but he’s shown me, over and over, that I can trust him completely.
This post is a dedication to him and the goodness he brings in to my life. I can say, unequivocally, that I love him. Our friendship has really blossomed over time and I hold him in incredibly high regard. I know our friendship isn’t as balanced as it could be at the moment, I take more than I give, but I hope to make that up to him in time, in sha Allah.